am i weak because i wont say no? that i would never hesitate with you? does it make me a lesser of a person because im not afraid to tell you how i feel and put myself out there? to talk to you about my feelings and perhaps even act on them?
am i foolish for wishing one day you might come around? for hoping that when you see me, when i make you laugh, when i bring a smile to your face, when youre so wrapped up in our conversation you get distracted from the rest of the world, when you look at me that way, with those eyes, you might consider me as more than a friend?
am i that girl who perseveres only to come out looking like the idiot? only to come out hurting and broken?
am i ignorant for thinking that i am worth a chance with you? for thinking that i can make you so happy? for knowing that if you took a leap, i'd catch you?

i promise you it will be worth it.