i sat there and took it for you
it was all that i could do
i found you
i learnt you
im ripping myself apart
but i cant even tell you
my eyes burn red in the night
holding tears as i sacrifice
waiting to lose the fight
and theres nothing left of you.

here i lie
sun on my skin
sheets across my body
hair across my face
hands cupped to my heart
smile on my face
eyes closed fluttering softly

im dreaming of you

and i wake to the sun
shining onto my bruises
ones that i can never see
untill i drop my gown
and beg you to be with me

i see in your eyes
the brands from your touch
but i still crave
because when i feel you
im saved.

waiting for that touch
a gesture so small that means so much
when i feel your fingers graze my palm
im suddenly ok, the world is calm
so many dreams, some old some new
so many dreams, because of you.

theres a hole in my heart right now
things arent the same
but im happy again because being without you
i cant handle the pain
im trying so hard i want you to see id do anything for you
you mean everything to me
i want things to work again click into place i know its going to take time
and at a slower pace
i want you to see that youre the light
youre my sun
i want you to know love,
youre the only one.

plead her and want her
tease her then bleed her
she's not what you need her to be
take her and have her
break her when you shake her
you'll always be thinking of me...